MEMORIES TRIGGERED BY A SONG

ROOT OF PAIN 

A rain pouring in my room,like a tears in my eyes.Why?Because when I heard the song "Leaves " by Ben and Ben,the first thing that came up on my mind.Questioning about my connection with my parents.My life has many struggles,because my parents and not around me.Facing many struggle with me and myself,that full of loneliness,full of darkness.My lonely heart chasm between,there's a time that questioning myself why I need to separate myself without my parents.But I think this is a good to do this because I had to stand up and practice myself while I was my young age

A feeling like drumming in my heart,is very hard to facing it.But when my parents were together,we had many agreements and misunderstandings problem.But I couldn't do anything because they were my parents.The only thing that I can do is to forgive,and understand them.There's a time that I am crying because I feel falling down its hard being seperate with my parents,because many problems that I can tell with them.I am a girl that crazy and annoying with my friends.My friend told me that I don't have a family problem.Without knowing that I have,It's hard to tell them,because I'm a girl that never tell the problem with my family to my friends.Over and over again that questioning myself about that about why I am opening my problems with other people that about my family.

For some,this fundamental support system is absent,leaving them to navigate life complexities alone.The absence being lonely is conceivably difficult,can also forgive resilience,selfredience.The time that cry ang cry over over I fell that I woke up in the morning,feel like a whispered in myself through listening this song.Praying them unconditionally is the best way to remember that they a safe in there life.Pray pray them endlessly for them good situation because that is the best thing that I can don.Like a melting ice that's my feelings when I pray them.Leaves fall down like a storm.Leave them is very hard to decide.Like a salt that like I miss my parents.But when I meet a boy like a angel,I feel like I am safe her yo tell him my problems.He listening my every rant about my parents.